All of my thoughts for your entertainment

One of my passions is to spread awareness about mental illness. I have written a lot about how to be strong, how to move forward in life, how to not succumb to these terrible illnesses.

What kind of person would I be to only discuss the highs? My mental health lately has been appalling. I haven’t hit a low like this in a very long time. My mental illness makes me feel broken. I don’t want my mental illness to impact those that I love – that is the worst part about this disease in my opinion. Those that I love deserve so much better.

What I am feeling in a nutshell:

Hopeless

Replaced
Empty

A burden

Exhausted

Overwhelmed

 

Instead of self-harm I have mustered together my thoughts and emotions and put them into some form of writing/poetry … I think?

The idea is notto live forever,but to createsomethingthat will.

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The idea is notto live forever,but to createsomethingthat will. copy

Milkyway

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As you can tell, I am feeling everything in life so intensely right now. I know I will be strong again soon. I just need to work on getting to that next step.

Thank you so much for keeping up with me. Xoxo

 

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