One of my passions is to spread awareness about mental illness. I have written a lot about how to be strong, how to move forward in life, how to not succumb to these terrible illnesses.
What kind of person would I be to only discuss the highs? My mental health lately has been appalling. I haven’t hit a low like this in a very long time. My mental illness makes me feel broken. I don’t want my mental illness to impact those that I love – that is the worst part about this disease in my opinion. Those that I love deserve so much better.
What I am feeling in a nutshell:
Hopeless
Replaced
Empty
A burden
Exhausted
Overwhelmed
Instead of self-harm I have mustered together my thoughts and emotions and put them into some form of writing/poetry … I think?
As you can tell, I am feeling everything in life so intensely right now. I know I will be strong again soon. I just need to work on getting to that next step.
Thank you so much for keeping up with me. Xoxo
